Out of School and Unemployed....

Isn't this what you hear from recent college grads?! Why am I saying it at 41 years old? :-) (by the way, don't tell anyone I am 41). Wow, quite a walk of faith for me right now as this reality has made itself evident today (not my age but the unemployed part).

Saying goodbye to my coworkers this morning was really very difficult. I had no idea but as I thought about it later in the day, I realized that we spend more time with our coworkers than our families and friends....and for me, my coworkers have become my family and my friends as well. I won't get mushy here but suffice to say, some tears were shed.

Leaving class tonight was also emotional but for different reasons. Now I actually have to go and use what Sirio has been teaching me for months! That's enough to generate another hot flash! :-) My first task is to tell the water taxi driver where I want to go...that should be tons of fun....we could be driving around for ages if I don't get it right........time will tell.

Single digits and goodbyes

So, I am just home from a weekend in Las Vegas to see my dad and my aunt one last time before leaving and a momentous thing happened along the way.....I am now down to single digit days before the big trip. You know how you think and plan for something for soooooooo long and it takes on a rather surreal life of its own; but before you know it, the actual event arrives and reality hits and the hot flashes set in! Well, that's where I have arrived...8 days left and the hot flashes are coming! How am I ever going to get all this done in 8 short days? And how am I going to fit all that in these 4 suitcases? And how long can I keep saying goodbye before the tears can't be hidden? And how in the world is Mr. Peabody going to stay in that 18X12X12 carrier for 19 hours without freaking out? Well, enough of the rambling, you get the idea. Probably the only thing that isn't down to single digits is the number of shoes I am taking! But, I am beginning to realize that I may have to rethink the whole 30 pounds of shoes...this doesn't make me happy, but it must be done...stay tuned for the final weigh in!

They Come in Threes!

Well, that's what they say anyway....and I don't really have anything that is happening in threes....except that I have 3 days of work left before I am officially unemployed and I have 3 Italian classes left before I have to start using it for real. Oh yeah, and for the first time in my life I am probably eating 3 meals a day. I never knew so many people loved me (or are happy to see me go!) but I have literally been eating my way through the city with friends over the last month! Right now as I type this, I just got back from a dinner and am doing my 'Al Bundy' impersonation....I am going to need elastic waistbands soon! But, I am truly honored that so many people want to spend time with me to hear about this great adventure. So, the few extra pounds are worth it and can easily be walked off in Venice. And I imagine, lugging around my 30 pounds of shoes for a day can contribute to some weight loss! (and you thought I couldn't fit the shoe story in this thread, huh?!)

30 pounds!

Yep, that's right, 30 pounds of shoes in my suitcase! Even I had to give a hearty guffaw when I looked at the scale last night. I managed to take 3 more pair away and didn't buy that really cute pair I saw in the store tonight, so progress has been made!

On the upside, I still have 20 pounds of 'stuff' to pack in that suitcase to reach my 50 pound limit. Wouldn't that be funny if they lost the suitcase with all my shoes and I had nothing....ok, well, maybe not funny, but you know what I mean.

So, there it is. Done. Decided. Finito (as they say in Italy).

Italians - 1, Susan - 0

I was reminded today of one more thing I am going to miss. The ability as a consumer to get some action done on my behalf.

I have been trying for a month now to get one simple Yes or No question answered by my realtors in Venice. Do you think I could get an answer? I have gotten a response that says they will check, but not an answer. All I want to know is if there is an armoire in my bedroom...simple enough, right?

Now, don't get me wrong, they are good people and in general I really like them and the Italian culture. But there is absolutely no sense of urgency over there. Wait, that's not a fair statement. There isn't a pulse to get something done in any sense of timeliness; why even bother having a sense of urgency if you don't have a pulse?! Now, this is an enduring quality when you want to slow down from the 'bigger, better, faster, more' culture we live in and breathe, but it's not so endearing when you just want an answer to a simple Yes or No question!

In the US, this is completely unacceptable. And I can hear many of you say, "I would call so and so and ask for the supervisor" and "I would demand such and such or else". Well, that works for the most part here, but has a highly adverse reaction in Italy. I don't want to make sweeping generalizations but just know that the culture over there doesn't work the same way.

So, as I start to deal with the extraction of my type A personality (and I bet it will be ugly at times), I have decided to wait and see for myself what the answer to my question is. Surprises are good, right? I am sure you will be sitting on pins and needles also wanting to know where my clothes and all those shoes are going to live for a year, so I will tell you when I find out!

Free at Last, Free at Last, Thank God I am Free at Last!

Ok...that might be a bit of an exaggeration, but today is my first full day without a cell phone! I feel somewhat free, yet naked at the same time. Now, I still have my work phone, my home phone, various computers to send emails, my Italian cell phone, and if all else fails, I can get in my car and go talk to someone in person. However, it is an odd feeling when you are suddenly unplugged. I have to admit that my drive home today was a bit longer as I was not able to call anyone while stuck in traffic. The upside of this, however, is that I might actually pay more attention to the road while driving! :-)

I recently saw a news report where they asked this high powered executive at some magazine in NY to go without a cell phone for a week. It was a fascinating psychological pursuit. The first day he was just a bit put out at the inconvenience. By the third day, he was getting change and going to pay phones on the street and by the fifth day, he literally had a breakdown and started crying. Right there on national TV--just like a big baby. He said he couldn't take it anymore and would have to quit before the last 2 days! Wow!

Well, I can assure you that I won't have a nervous breakdown without my cell phone. It's not like it's peanut butter!

What Will I Miss?

There are two questions I get over and over since this adventure started. One...aren't you afraid to move to a foreign country by yourself? (by the way, the answer is no). And, two, what are you going to miss the most while you are gone?

Well, since we all know I am taking enough shoes, I probably won't be missing any of those! :-) But there are a few things that might make me nostalgic for home. First, is peanut butter! In fact, those of you visiting me already know this is your 'rent' to stay with me...a jar of peanut butter. I hear if you search high and low and have some mafia connections, you can find peanut butter but it's not the same as American peanut butter, so why bother!?

Italians use alot of Nutella spread (which by the way is wonderful, but it's not peanut butter).

You can't even imagine how ecstatic I was when I found out there was a peanut butter restaurant here in town (PBLoco)....nothing but the best! I've even pondered opening my own franchise restaurant...there has to be others out there like me, right? Yesterday, I ate at PBLoco 2 times (I'm a regular!). For lunch I had the "Wacko" which is curry spice PB, pickles, coconut and potato chips. It wasn't that bad regardless of the noise you just made...tasted mostly like a mustard sandwich...but probably not worth repeating. However for dinner, I had the "Cinny Nilla" which is cinnamon and raisin PB, vanilla cream cheese, apples and caramel. Now that was good. Probably one of the best there is the "Memphis" which is any flavor of PB you want (they have 12!), banana, honey and bacon....just like Elvis did it I am sure!

But I digress...I swore I wouldn't write one of those silly blogs where people tell you all the stupid things they did all day and here I am doing just that after only 3 tries.

What else will I miss? Target, using a dryer for my clothes, movie theater popcorn (and the movies to go with it) and massages. Well, of course, all of my family and friends but half of you are coming to see me...dont' forget my peanut butter!